What's the use? (my current rant)
Feb. 20th, 2005 10:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whiteinkRANT TIME
I have a lot on my mind, and a lot that I'm thinking about - but I'm beginning to wonder what the use is. So I put it out here onto my live journal.
And then what?
Nothing.
It just sits here . . . it's not like anyone reads it and cares enough to say anything. The only person that does comment does so because she's where I am and she understands how I'm feeling.
That's all well and good - but what's the use in crying out online if it goes unheard?
What's the use of trying to hold onto a life that's outgrown me. Let's face it - life has changed, and I need to face up to that and move on. Apparently it's time for me give up on what I can't hang onto and move on.
Since no one here seems to hear my cry . . . I'm gonna go cry my Chatham people . . . y'all prolly see them as alcoholic pagans . . . but at least they care.
Ok . . . end rant.
I have a lot on my mind, and a lot that I'm thinking about - but I'm beginning to wonder what the use is. So I put it out here onto my live journal.
And then what?
Nothing.
It just sits here . . . it's not like anyone reads it and cares enough to say anything. The only person that does comment does so because she's where I am and she understands how I'm feeling.
That's all well and good - but what's the use in crying out online if it goes unheard?
What's the use of trying to hold onto a life that's outgrown me. Let's face it - life has changed, and I need to face up to that and move on. Apparently it's time for me give up on what I can't hang onto and move on.
Since no one here seems to hear my cry . . . I'm gonna go cry my Chatham people . . . y'all prolly see them as alcoholic pagans . . . but at least they care.
Ok . . . end rant.
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Date: 2005-02-21 05:28 am (UTC)And just so you know - the rant was more towards my friends from school that read my LJ and not really my LJ friends (did that make sense?)
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Date: 2005-02-21 04:03 pm (UTC)