What's the use? (my current rant)
Feb. 20th, 2005 10:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whiteinkRANT TIME
I have a lot on my mind, and a lot that I'm thinking about - but I'm beginning to wonder what the use is. So I put it out here onto my live journal.
And then what?
Nothing.
It just sits here . . . it's not like anyone reads it and cares enough to say anything. The only person that does comment does so because she's where I am and she understands how I'm feeling.
That's all well and good - but what's the use in crying out online if it goes unheard?
What's the use of trying to hold onto a life that's outgrown me. Let's face it - life has changed, and I need to face up to that and move on. Apparently it's time for me give up on what I can't hang onto and move on.
Since no one here seems to hear my cry . . . I'm gonna go cry my Chatham people . . . y'all prolly see them as alcoholic pagans . . . but at least they care.
Ok . . . end rant.
I have a lot on my mind, and a lot that I'm thinking about - but I'm beginning to wonder what the use is. So I put it out here onto my live journal.
And then what?
Nothing.
It just sits here . . . it's not like anyone reads it and cares enough to say anything. The only person that does comment does so because she's where I am and she understands how I'm feeling.
That's all well and good - but what's the use in crying out online if it goes unheard?
What's the use of trying to hold onto a life that's outgrown me. Let's face it - life has changed, and I need to face up to that and move on. Apparently it's time for me give up on what I can't hang onto and move on.
Since no one here seems to hear my cry . . . I'm gonna go cry my Chatham people . . . y'all prolly see them as alcoholic pagans . . . but at least they care.
Ok . . . end rant.
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Date: 2005-02-21 05:00 am (UTC)I'll try more often...but sometimes when I get online to see my friends entries, they go un-seen most of the times, because so many people update! I'll try harder tho.
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Date: 2005-02-21 05:28 am (UTC)And just so you know - the rant was more towards my friends from school that read my LJ and not really my LJ friends (did that make sense?)
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Date: 2005-02-21 04:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-21 05:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-21 10:22 pm (UTC)Play drinking games, learn waaay too much about your friends, and grow ever disillusioned with the idea of living for God.
Because let's face it. Given the opportunity, we'd jump to do things our way. And we do.
Sooooo, basically I guess I'm saying....Fuck it.